iAMY jumping all the redlights.

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
- Bachelor Girl

bio's the last paper for me, on friday... ah, shit. 22 chapters. gotta revise 11 today and 11 tomorrow. let's see if by 10.30pm i can get 11 chapters done. haha. mmm.. last night was some 'victory night' for the performing arts groups that participated in syf. food was pretty ok, but it was really boring, maybe cos i was just tired and wasn't really interested in anything going on. the dance girls performed their syf dance, i didn't get to see that. then the choir did 2 numbers, one of them was chispa candella. manz, they suck. i mean, they sang in tune, sure, but it felt like they were singing cos theyhad to, not cos they wanted to. lol. kk, i think it's just me, i got something against the choir. haha. oh well. i told my dad that and he was like: don't blame ya. lol. ok ah, then the instrumental ensemble did a number too. i was drunk on fruit punch. hahaha. and by 9.15pm i was damn.. high. haha. aight.. bio bio.. here i come.

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

aight. i'm feeling.. all warm.. and fuzzy and i think i'll thank some peeps who have been there for me when i'm crabby, pms-sy, high, upset, i dunno- everything. i wanna thank you guys from the bottom of my heart (cheesy i know) for being my friends when i thought i had none. thanks.

to charles: manz, stop kicking me overboard and trying to run me down with your lousy MOB skills. thanks for being my big bro all this while, you're the coolest. love you lots no matter how i may try to kill you. lol.

to roy: yes roy lee, happy now? aha. thanks for listening to my shit and for making me listen to your shit. and showing me your eng compos. they're great compos and i still have them in a folder on my comp,btw. ah, well, thanks for being my fellow crazy, nonsensical and short compatriot.

to gr: the love of my life. thanks for being there for me always. don't think so lowly of yourself. i know what happened recently, really sucked, but heck about that, i mean ask them to go onstage and perform, they'd probably look like morons. you're awesome no matter what you may say. so just keep rocking and be everyone's favourite frontman (mine included). haha

to hamzah: dude, stop killing yourself/losing limbs lol. glad you're better now with your girl. quit pinching pple and all the best with your pk-ing, will join you soon.

to aug: for all the nonsense and lame jokes that crack me up all the time, esp your russell peters act and always trying to cheer me up and destress me, one big 0ober thank you!

to luqman: thanks for the absolutely incoherent conversations we have and dude, you have to stop spending so much money. save save save. lol.

to amanda (goh): thanks 'tweety' for hugging me even though i may scream at you not to. stop being so hardworking, making me feel bad. lol. kidding, be hardworking, it'll pay off.

to jocelyn: thanks for the lame jokes. and the funny stories that go on in the staffroom of republic poly, like the 'rat' incident, remember remember?? the one where your colleague broke the neck.. lol.. k, i shall promise not to nudge you anymore, if you lemme use your bass guit hehehe. thanks for keeping me company (until your boss walks in that is) and being a musically inclined(really inclined, steep gradient) friend. lol.

aight.. to all those i didnt mention, it's not that i dont think you deserve thanks, it's just at this time of the night(or rather morning), i can't quite remember who. lol. sorry folks. next time.

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

amath was easier than i thought it would be. and that worries me.. a lot. lol. oh well. check out this conversation i had with wenfu over msn. he's the sawadee guy, i'm mrs p. duh. his army days.

(we were talking about some cheesy and corny stuff related to hot dogs)
mrs p. says:
oh manx.. we better stop
sawadee mac says:
berhenti
mrs p. says:
reminds me of my gb days
sawadee mac says:
my army days
mrs p. says:
oh oh oh.. remember your grenade incident??
sawadee mac says:
haha ya man
sawadee mac says:
Neh Neh! * throws grenade wrong direction *
mrs p. says:
did you even throw the grenade?
mrs p. says:
i thought you threw the pin
mrs p. says:
lol
sawadee mac says:
i did throw it
sawadee mac says:
but during practice no pin
sawadee mac says:
so during the real thing
sawadee mac says:
the pin and grenade blow flew
mrs p. says:
LOL
sawadee mac says:
i stared at the pin and wondered
sawadee mac says:
my sergeant had to push me down behind the concrete before the thing exploded
mrs p. says:
lol
mrs p. says:
it must've been quite funny, you standing there, staring at the pin
sawadee mac says:
ya man, i was like , how come got this extra pin flying
mrs p. says:
LOL
sawadee mac says:
must put caution : never repeat this feat ever agani
sawadee mac says:
caution : dumb and dumber footage
mrs p. says:
ahahahahahahhaa
mrs p. says:
sounds like fun

then we started talking about AXN expose. lol funn-ae.

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

aight. emath is done.. chem tomorrow. i'm just hoping that nothing goes wrong. wrong meaning questions that completely get me stumped or i mix up my electrodes (i always get the damn cathode and anode mixed up esp in an electric cell.. confusing)... honestly speaking, i do not want to sit for my amath paper on thurs. like hell. forget about paper 2 next week too. and then there's art, andi haven't begun my research. i mean.. LIKE I HAVE TIME?? hopefully i can decide on one question by thursday afternoon and start my research. if anybody would like to help me brainstorm for ideas (as in brainstorm WITH me, i aint gonna make you do all the work), PLEASE, DO HELP. next week.. fri is the last paper. bio i do believe, so i got monday through to thurs to mug for it. big time. yep, and after the paper, go home, bathe, head out and catch a movie or something (like shopping). then.. gotta be back in school by 5pm. social day. it's a really nonsense idea. who gives about interlevel interaction?? i don't! but gr's performing (that techinically means DeCon's performing) so now i can't wait for it. lol. yep. wah lau.. so many mosquito bites. gosh..
there was a misunderstanding between my parents. so, it resulted in neither of them fetching me and me just standing there getting wet (strong winds and it was raining) for 40min. then my mum finally came. what happened, was, my dad said that he'd fetch me, my mum said to him not to and that i'd walk over to her office. (that was what they said last night) . then this mornin' before i left for school my mum told me that my dad would fetch me. so ok. he didnt come and it stormed. -.- apparently she forgot to tell him. can't be as bad as the last time i waited an hour for them and finally gave up and made my own way home. oh well, my dad made it up to me by bringing me to ivins ivins. this peranakan restaurant at 6th avenue. I ATE SO MUCH. and my dad ATE MORE. and the bill came up to a whopping $18.90 LOL. GOOD STUFF I TELL YOU!! oh well.. ionic bonds, here i come...

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

ss paper.. coolios. talking to charles on the phone, so fun. he needs to get a haircut. wah.. just had tuna sandwhich for lunch.. not bad.. ss paper was good in the sense that.. the questions that came out were based on the chapters i had studied. spotted. good stuff.. lol. can't do that for Os though, sadly. snoozer's getting better. he likes his medicine which is good, cos at least he won't gimme hassle about it. rocky's still missing, like ****. yep.. now got to prepare for e math and chem. ew.

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

i'm in the middle of prelims, it sucks really. i'll probably end up not going anywhere for the first 3 months.. this sucks. i have absolutely no motivation whatsoever. none, zilch, kosong. my dog's still missing, which doesnt help one bit. i think i inhaled too much gas from the bunsen burner while trying to light it about 11 times. so i got this mando headache. and best yet, the canteen lady gave me this salad thingy which had rotten eggs and potato. ouew... manz.. ugh. so far, i've had eng paper, math 1 paper, chem and bio prac, and tomorrow would be eng o level oral. sigh.. i'm so scared.. what if i screw up. it's bad enough i ain't a very optimistic person and then we have all these teachers trying to scare us out of our wits. ah dank it
had lunch with aug at kap. good to see a new face, kinda sick of seeing the same ol people day in day out. hadn't seen him for 5 months. we talked a whole load of crap. and then... we were imitating russell peters.. dude.. lol. good good. i owe you dude, for the fillet'o fish. haha
oh.. and i'm ready to kill this damn comp. it refuses to play these pk viddies that hamzah gave me. nonsense. media player.. no...real player.. no....quicktime... NO! omg la. -.- either that or those viddies are cursed. lol. oh well, sorry hamzah, will have to see it for real. yeh, til after Os then. after Os.. if i manage to survive.. rotten eggs and potato.. think i'm gonna be sick.

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

LOST DOG!!

I HAVE JUST LOST MY DOG, HE RAN AWAY LAST NIGHT.

THIS IS AROUND THE UPPER BUKIT TIMAH AREA. (but he may be anywhere by now)

HE'S A BLACK HUNGARIAN PULI (google it if you wanna know what it looks like)

HE DOES NOT HAVE A COLLAR ON, BUT DUE TO HIS LOOKS, HE SHOULD BE EASY TO SPOT.

IF YOU CAN'T TELL BY NOW, HE'S MALE. (duh) HE'S ABOUT 9 YEARS OLD.

ANYONE WHO SPOTS HIM, PLEASE TAG AND LET ME KNOW.

I'M ALREADY UPSET, SO TO IDIOTS WHO WISH TO "PRANK TAG", BUGGER OFF.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH. PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY DOG.

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

so you think i'm too uncool for you? too stupid? yeh sure, i can live with that, but can you? i thought you were the greatest friend anyone could have, ya know? i treated you like a sister. remember back then, when you didn't have any friends, who was the one who came up and spoke to you? remember when you didn't wanna take the bus home at 11pm at night, who gave you a lift home? remember each time you forgot your textbook or whatever, who would go round the damn school looking for one for you or lend her own to you. remember the times you needed help with your work, who would help you? remember the times you were sick, who would be there to call you and check whether you were fine? remember the time when you didn't have anything to wear for chinese new year, who was the one who got you your fucking clothes? remember those dreadfully long 2.4km runs,who finished hers, got up and started running with you, pushing you on? damn. yeh you're right, i'm a big idiot. took me 6 fucking long years to realise that. thanks for putting me down, lying right through your teeth, showing me what a moron i am. you were great, you WERE great. then it started to change yeh? you got too cool, you realised: damn, why have amy as a friend when i got this whole load of bimbos who are so much better. yeh, go ahead. i don't need so much shit from you. like fuck. i mean, oh my fucking goodness gracious me. trying to please you each time and you can't seem to say a single nice phrase. fuck, you can't even say a nice word to me. oh yeh, laugh and enjoy yourself with others and to me, you just tell me to shut up. lie to me. just keep lying, ya know,feels great. rub it in when you do better. i'm lovin' every damn moment. i'm too uncool? ok, i'll be too fucking uncool, at least i'm unique. you've become one of them. damn. you be all "nice" to me and then say things behind my back. hypocritical don't ya think? when people put YOU down, i defend you. when people but ME down, youjust walk away. literally. i'm not gonna waste my time, my energy,my breath on you. you got your own gang of friends yeh? you're gonna go further than me in life yeh? and they're the ones who're gonna be there with you every step of the way yeh? through your ups and downs, they'll be there, i'm sure. and me, i'll leave you fucking alone like you keep telling me to in class. finally, i'm sad to say, i ain't gonna be there anymore, so don't come and find me when they all leave you. you'll finally understand what it's like to be truly alone then.

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

k, chi O results are out and don't ask me what i got unless you have a death wish. and if you wanna tell me what you got, don't expect a fair exchange. i was happy about what i got until everyone started cheesing me off by rubbing in what they got. so yeh, you can kinda tell i'm pissed. shall blog about the rest of today once i've chilled. gimme a couple o' hours.

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

ok.. i'm really tired. exhaustion.. whheeee.. just had my first prelim paper. ENGLISH.. *scary music. yeh, it was ok.. did argumentative for the essay and then... letter writing was a report and compre was about some ancient city called... Tamdor? oh wait.. NO.. TADMOR.. lol.. ok, at least i got the alphabets right. yesh, tadmor and later known as palmyra. and stuff about their queen, Zebonia, and then the roman empire. LADEEDA.
getting back our chinese O level results tomorrow (as far as i'm concerned, they can KEEP IT), and i got my bio practical too..DISECT.. stuff. mmm.. i doubt it'll be eyeballs, don't think they can get their hands on that many. i betting on PLANTS. a fruit, seed, something like that.
oh well, looking for blogskins for peeps before i start going through bio prac notes later.. i need to rest.. seriously.. medicine.. ew.. let's see what the doctor gave... DECONDINE (er..wha..?) - may cause drowsiness.. no duh.. CIRRUS TAB.. (aint that a fruit?... oh wait no, citrus..), LEFTOSE TAB (......)... ok manz.. i'm gonna konk out.

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

yesh, i'm finally blogging after a really long break. prelims are about to start and as i expected, i'm sick again. mm, the house is a wee bit quieter now, possibly because my mum's in vietnam HAW HAW HAW. nah, we miss her. just not her nagging.
ok, first paper is english and then i'll be disecting stuff in the lab for bio. loads of breaks in between the papers. ends on 2 sept. can't wait for that day manz. i'll be able to rest a bit more easily. aight
TODAY IS NATIONAL DAY. er.. yay? ok. lol, not as patriotic as most, i know. my loyalties are still a bit messed up. one moment i'm a malaysian, and the next i'm a singaporean. i got till 21 to figure out where i'm gonna be. probably singapore. i got my friends here. mmm. it's so friggin hot and humid nowadays. woo...not good for doing math, haha. ah, charles! your birthday is on the first day of O level papers. OUCH. we'll celebrate it somehow. lol.
mm, after national day celebrations yesterday, the whole class went to lido to watch charlie and the chocolate factory, good stuff. johnny depp was awesome, though at times he seemed like a genius on the verge of insanity, haha. "YOU'RE WEIRD".. i think he said that phrase the most often. then i went to orchard mrt to wait for genrong and then fred walked past me with justin. oh man. fred didn't notice me but justin did and fred just walked off without justin!!! haha, he hadn't noticed that justin had stopped to say hi to me. and no, i do not look like the pillar i was leaning on. -.- yeh. k. funny. fred came back eventually, for those who are wondering what happened to the "poor soul". genrong came, with his skateboard, garnering unwanted attention hah. pssst..."POSEUR" haha. we went to taka to eat ramen. MY GOSH.. good appetite you have there. haha.I GOT A PINK WALLET.. lol, ok, i don't mind the pink, it's a really pretty wallet from guangzhou. oh.. genrong.. JELLY FISH...BOO.. hahaha..k, DeCon's got a gig coming up at the expo, so go check their site for details, ya can link from me.

what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.

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