so you think i'm too uncool for you? too stupid? yeh sure, i can live with that, but can you? i thought you were the greatest friend anyone could have, ya know? i treated you like a sister. remember back then, when you didn't have any friends, who was the one who came up and spoke to you? remember when you didn't wanna take the bus home at 11pm at night, who gave you a lift home? remember each time you forgot your textbook or whatever, who would go round the damn school looking for one for you or lend her own to you. remember the times you needed help with your work, who would help you? remember the times you were sick, who would be there to call you and check whether you were fine? remember the time when you didn't have anything to wear for chinese new year, who was the one who got you your fucking clothes? remember those dreadfully long 2.4km runs,who finished hers, got up and started running with you, pushing you on? damn. yeh you're right, i'm a big idiot. took me 6 fucking long years to realise that. thanks for putting me down, lying right through your teeth, showing me what a moron i am. you were great, you WERE great. then it started to change yeh? you got too cool, you realised: damn, why have amy as a friend when i got this whole load of bimbos who are so much better. yeh, go ahead. i don't need so much shit from you. like fuck. i mean, oh my fucking goodness gracious me. trying to please you each time and you can't seem to say a single nice phrase. fuck, you can't even say a nice word to me. oh yeh, laugh and enjoy yourself with others and to me, you just tell me to shut up. lie to me. just keep lying, ya know,feels great. rub it in when you do better. i'm lovin' every damn moment. i'm too uncool? ok, i'll be too fucking uncool, at least i'm unique. you've become one of them. damn. you be all "nice" to me and then say things behind my back. hypocritical don't ya think? when people put YOU down, i defend you. when people but ME down, youjust walk away. literally. i'm not gonna waste my time, my energy,my breath on you. you got your own gang of friends yeh? you're gonna go further than me in life yeh? and they're the ones who're gonna be there with you every step of the way yeh? through your ups and downs, they'll be there, i'm sure. and me, i'll leave you fucking alone like you keep telling me to in class. finally, i'm sad to say, i ain't gonna be there anymore, so don't come and find me when they all leave you. you'll finally understand what it's like to be truly alone then.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.
