AAHAHAHAHA.. i am so so so so happy, i'm ecstatic!!! ah.. phew..i can make it into acjc. they moderated quite a bit.. so now i've got 4As, 3Bs and 1C.. yeh manz. woot. aight aight.. this rocks.. haha. okok, i shall treat myself to ice cream now. yes yes justin, i shall write a longer entry next time.
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oh mama, i've been having a really difficult past few days. when i want to sleep, i can't seem to. when i don't want to sleep, well, then there isn't much of a problem there. i think i've just got too much on my mind. mm, i love nickelback. ok, that has got nothing to do with me having a rough time, but i do like them. haha. music just cheers me up so much. when i listen to music, suddenly, everything's cool. music is the essence of my life. people like to say "i can't imagine life without it" but i can. life would be: dull, unimportant, boring and at the same time, chaotic, filled with more fights than what we have now. there'd be more blood and gore and angst without it. music is the salvation of many, myself included. i mean, you've got all these emotions inside you like pain, inspiration, determination, happiness, joy etc... music lets you show it, release it, be it positive of negative energy. it's just so wow-ing. you don't have to have the vocals of whitney housten or the skilled fingers of santana to make music. music is everywhere, in the sound of your footsteps, in the rustling of leaves in the wind, your neighbour singing on the karaoke set (though that can sometimes be associated with BAD MUSIC) but yes, music none the less. haha. well, i just composed another song. some of my best songs are written when i'm in pain, or upset. it's the time i concentrate and focus the best (no, doesn't apply for school work. lol) this time it's a really bluesy, jazzy piece. lyrics wise, as always, nothing happy. haha. what i write really depends on what i've been listening to, i get influenced by the genre i'm interested in at that point in time when i write. like the last one was sort of a slow rock cum pop piece.
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all right. all the scripts have come back and well, i won't reveal everything about my results, just that i've managed to get 3As, 2Bs and 3Cs. no D7s or E8s or F9s or Us.. lol.. which is a good thing. been really tiring though, because i've had to look for teachers for the last 2-3 days, to find out where i've gone wrong, and these teachers are so hard to get hold off. always busy because of some reason or other. makes you wonder sometimes whether they're really busy or it's all a cook up. i've had some teachers say some things about me to other teachers and then tell their own classes, which i admit, made me rather upset the whole morning. it just show's how much confidence they lack in their own capabilities and how low they can get. i mean, you are working professionals (well, at least that's what you call yourselves) and you pick on a 16 year old, where is the sense in that? well, i am not trying to do anything defammatory, for one, i respect privacy by not revealing their names and such. i just want people to know, don't do things so low, 'cause somebody's bound to get hurt.
mm, kinda busted my right knuckles, rather sore. was real angry earlier on in school because everything's just adding up and i'm getting more and more fed up with each passing day. i punched the wall. of all things, it had to be the BRICK WALL. -.- i can't aim. lol. OH, AND I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE. my dad gave me part of the fish stomach for dinner, and DAMN, IT CONTAINED THE FRIGGIN BILE DUCT!!! omg, people, DO NOT try bile. ugh.
it's really.. 'trying' to be continue being friends with someone who is constantly hitting on your guy. it's an issue that has always existed in every relationship and will continue to exist til humanity ends. admittedly, we're not close friends, but good enough to not call ourselves aquaintances, but actual friends. now, i'm not so sure -.- . it's hard enough trying to cope with the multitudes of fans that he has accumulated over the months from his spectacular performances with his band. with unknown souls vying for his attention and hoping against all odds that he will ask them out (sorry ladies, he's mine. so sue me.) and now a friend too?? *slaps forehead* what is this world coming too? "all i ever wanted was world peace" (sorry folks, the after effects of prelims HAWHAWHAW) sigh, the things one has to go through when you're the girl of a frontman of a rock band. insanity is inching closer.
glad you like the music justin, will be changing the vids weekly or maybe fortnightly, depends. for those who want to view it, it's below this post. i'll edit it and bring it up if i'm free( or when i feel like it, which is not now haha) hunger pangs.
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aw munn, i'd be real lucky if i can enter ACJC. i'm just crossing my fingers 'ere. my history cum social studies just killed me, like.. WAH HAIYA!! *chop!*. -.- no kidding. i didn't fail (thank heavens) but it's even worse than my chinese, and that's saying something... correction, that's saying a lot! they had better moderate the damn marks, cos if they don't...well... there's gonna be like approximately 60/100 x 259 (you do the math) girls running around for the first three months..i'm praying i'm the minority. i'd rather go to a jc, be it bad or good, than listen to my mum blab for 3 months about not getting into a jc. i mean, she says she'll be ok with it, NOW, but c'mon, we all know mums. PPSSHH, she's not gonna be ok with it.
today was ruined by that darn humanities subject. it's my only one out of 8 subjects, so i HAVE TO COUNT IT IN. i nearly fell off my chair. actually, i wanted to (then maybe i'd pass out real bad and not have to worry about Os... like that'll happen). everything was going all fine and dandy.. and then.. HWWAAAAHHHHH... *teacher tosses script* ....DAMN. they had better moderate it i tell you. not only are we students gonna kick up a stink if they don't... i bet our parents are gonna have a field day too. lol. yeeha! can you imagine.. a grandmother of some girl beating up a bio teacher with a handbag and umbrella.. shouting: BAD MICRO-ORGANISM, BAD BAD. BAD MICRO-ORGANISM!
i'd probably die laughing.
I GREW AN INCH.. WOOT.. i'm now officially taller than my mum.. and she aint liking it one bit muahahahahaha.. bet you she'll go out and buy higher heels. lol....hungry.
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up there, is a photo of my parents, don't they look awesome? i meant the rock structures, not them LOL.. KIDDING. yes, they look great.. perfect for each other. except when my mum throws the phone at my dad and my dad shouts at her, and then i pick up the phone and make sure it's still working.. wahahahaha..
the other is of my siblings and myself at sophie's tea house in shanghai. their portions are getting smaller. blast it. haha. food is a necessity, how can it be... reduced.. in portions.. sigh ok. (hammmiiieeeee would agree with me). i finally had time to sign up for photobucket, so yep, cool stuff. i notice something really funny too, when everybody's looking in one direction for a photo, my sister would be looking in a different direction (i'm not saying for all photos, but yes, there have been many lol)
i have got to go for a flu jab later.. crud.. ill yet again.. AND I JUST FRIGGIN RECOVERED MA'ANZ. and the fact they they're (teachers) returning our prelim papers this week, DOES NO HELP ONE BIT. cheezed.. totally cheezed, one of the teachers, don't know which, but whoever marked my emath paper 1, marked it wrongly!! and me being such a... guai kia, went and 'confessed' about the error.. and GOODBYE A1, HELLO A2. -.- but all right, i am mando pleased, because normally i couldn't even manage a D7, let alone a PASS. so yes, pleased.
i would rather not get back bio though, that one, they can keep. oh bummer me. i think i shall go binge on some ice cream before i feel the need to kill somebody (coughhguocbioteacherhguoccough) see if you can figure that out. lol.
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prelims is the stupidest thing alive. o levels is even better, we're paying for something we don't want!!something that makes us suffer!! something that makes us writh in agony!!!.... gives a whole new meaning to "masochism".. -.- bother. AHAHAHA... CHARLES' BIRTHDAY IS ON THE FIRST "PROPER" DAY OF Os!!!! 7TH NOVEMBER.. poor dude. lol.. okokok, don't kill me now. or kick me. or strangle me. or any form of physical abuse which you are highly capable of. just cos i'm small, DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN PICK ON ME.. ...theoretically anyway. aaaa... today was 'longest day'(lotsa games.. like a sec 4 games day) .. but i didn't wanna go, and i'm ill again... so YES.. I'VE GOT AN EXCUSE.. i mean, the darn thing ends at 11pm. so my mummy wrote a letter, i didnt pay for it (thanks jia en, for so kindly giving me back my 15 bucks with no qualms whatsoever).
THEN.. OH MAN.. i got scolded by a teacher, (shan't say who, for reasons so obvious that if you cannot tell, go bang your head against the wall 20 times, and you shall be enlightened) aiya.. seesh. all because of the stupid class photos. miss tan had not been in school for the first 2 days, so we only received the photos on wed afternoon when she came back, by which time, most of us had gone home. normally i'm the one who does the orders for the class photos, like last year and the year before that cos kate our chair-lady has got other stuff to do. so, i told peeps to bring money on friday(today) cos we needed to hand it in from 10am - 11.30am to the camera pple at the canteen. GUESS WHAT... :
1. some girls didnt wanna pay me, or 'forgot' to bring money or were 'broke' (i so believe them)
2. we had a SS session which we could not skip when the camera pple were collecting the money at the canteen. (so coincidental)
i FINALLY collected the money and decided to go and find that teacher. she wasn't in the staffroom and so i had to WAIT. then when she came, she told me off!! she asked if i was the chairperson, i said no, and then she insisted to see kate on monday to scold her! I MEAN..WHAT????? so then i pleaded with her to let me settle the problem instead of her blowing her mind, and then she... ... screamed.. no surprise there. so then, kate and i had to find miss tan and ask her to issue a cheque and post it to the people, or drop it at the studio. ma fan. teachers these days.. tee ass kay (tsk).. i'm sleepy.. and my nose feels awkward(too much blowing i believe)... i need to go take medicine (ew).
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today was that start of the career fair and the first day of school after a week's break. how..depressing.
had DISC (stands for d-ominating, i-nfluencial, s-table, c-ompetent) profiling which was super weird. i think mine was fixed, haha, last year i was an "I". this year, i'm a "C". that's like a 180 degree turn lol.
yawn.. i'm so sleepy. did not have a good night's rest at all. it was horrid horrid horrid. i was tired even before i got to school, how cool is that?? -.-
i think i shall go nap.. like..now, before my mum gets home and nags me to work. sigh. work. ew.
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hey yo... I'M BBBAAAACCCKKK.. yes. good to be back. manz.. i officially hate the descending part of a flight. i like the idea that i'm gonna be back on solid ground, but i hate the getting there part. makes me feel... nauseous. beats me why, but i spent 15 min in the toilet barfing once i got off the plane, said hi to the beef steak i had for lunch. (ew). (the plane taxi-d for 12 min from terminal 1 to 2 which did not help one bit). mmm.. shanghai was good.
manz.. did so much shoppping.. i love it when i can bargain. fun fun fun. went to xiang yang market for my buys as usual. then went to some small shop at pudong for vcds and dvds, was a bit disappointed, the quality was not as good as the ones sold at Ka De Club back in puxi. but oh well, i don't really mind THAT MUCH. yes. food was awesome AS ALWAYS. shanghai food rocks. sightseeing too. lots of it .. ok, let's see...
shopping: time square (pudong), xiang yang market, nan jing dong lu, didn't get to go mao ming lu this time though. sad sad.
food: ding tai fung (for the BEST xiao long baos), sophia's tea house (just off huang shan lu, i think), nan jing xi lu, dong fang (for awesome dumplings), rui fu yuan jiu jia (jing xian lu), this restaurant, i can't remember the name in mandarin but in english it's called: sincere restaurant (times square, pudong)
sight-seeing: went to hangzhou, which is a 3 hour drive out of shanghai, real green there, it's practically forest, pretty, and they got lakes all over the place and went to the silk museum. the only official one in china apparently. we went on top the dong fa ming zhu (china's tv station) the view was.. WOW... then we went to yu yuan = jade garden, real nice, but some parts were in the middle of reconstruction, i've only seen it during winter, so it was a nice change to see what it looks like at the end of summer, beginning of autumn period.
lots of fun. haha. go china. it's nice.
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