oh mama, i've been having a really difficult past few days. when i want to sleep, i can't seem to. when i don't want to sleep, well, then there isn't much of a problem there. i think i've just got too much on my mind. mm, i love nickelback. ok, that has got nothing to do with me having a rough time, but i do like them. haha. music just cheers me up so much. when i listen to music, suddenly, everything's cool. music is the essence of my life. people like to say "i can't imagine life without it" but i can. life would be: dull, unimportant, boring and at the same time, chaotic, filled with more fights than what we have now. there'd be more blood and gore and angst without it. music is the salvation of many, myself included. i mean, you've got all these emotions inside you like pain, inspiration, determination, happiness, joy etc... music lets you show it, release it, be it positive of negative energy. it's just so wow-ing. you don't have to have the vocals of whitney housten or the skilled fingers of santana to make music. music is everywhere, in the sound of your footsteps, in the rustling of leaves in the wind, your neighbour singing on the karaoke set (though that can sometimes be associated with BAD MUSIC) but yes, music none the less. haha. well, i just composed another song. some of my best songs are written when i'm in pain, or upset. it's the time i concentrate and focus the best (no, doesn't apply for school work. lol) this time it's a really bluesy, jazzy piece. lyrics wise, as always, nothing happy. haha. what i write really depends on what i've been listening to, i get influenced by the genre i'm interested in at that point in time when i write. like the last one was sort of a slow rock cum pop piece.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.
