So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
- Bachelor Girl
the good part first.
went out to shop at around noon and i met up with pipeboi at orchard mrt. we were walking around aimlessly and trying to help his friend jason find his way to heeren, and i thought my sense of direction was bad. haha. nice guy though.
we went to kino at taka, where i was nicely told not to use my phone camera to irritate pipeboi by the security guard. what a party pooper. but at least the guy asked nicely.
at around 1, i headed back to the mrt station to pass a teeshirt to luqman.and while we waited for him to come, we were approached by I MODELS to be part of their agency. lol. FUNNY SHIT. so the girl asked pipeboi for his number and age and name. and i was vigorously shaking my head at him not to. LOL. so the girl looked pleased with herself at having acquired 2 "victims" unknowing to her was that the numbers of the victims she had just acquired...were..FAKE. TADA. i wouldn't trust an agency that doesn't even have proper name cards for their employees. it just had their name scribbled in very bad handwriting.
and it's also thanks to fart, who had warned me about i models. THANKS DUDE. SO SORRY I COULDN'T MEET YOU TODAY.
then i went off with dharsh to go watch a movie and do a lil shopping! we watched JUST LIKE HEAVEN. IT'S A FRIGGIN NICE SHOW!!! AAAA, reese witherspoon was awesome in the show.
everybody, GO WATCH IT! good stuff.
she bought me an orange sweater from samuel & kevin. it was luvlay! had details down the side in brownish-army green and it was a slightly off the shoulder sweater. real nice! SWEET. ok. then we headed to ZARA to get her a skirt. met up with roy there and then headed to THE MANDARIN ORIENTAL at the other end. and guess what...WE GOT LOST! lol. stupid roy!! hahaha, nah, kidding! it was probably the most fun i've had getting lost. so we finally found our way to the hotel and then i waited for MR. NEO! WHO WAS AN HOUR PLUS LATE!! i was 40 minutes late and he still hadn't arrived. lol. his excuse was that yl was taking forever to put on make up.. and that made me ponder: WHY IS YL WEARING MAKE UP FOR HIS GRAD NIGHT?? -.- trust me, you don't wanna know. so i waited until 7, then i really had to go off for karate and roy's friends had come. so i got a cab and headed off. mr neo called at like 7.15pm to tell me he hadn't even arrived yet.. and we were supposed to meet at 6pm...-.-lll .. oh well. i just really really wanted to see what he was wearing. bother. nvm, told him to take lots of pictures and told roy to make him feel REAL GUILTY ABOUT NOT COMING IN TIME! lol.
so..bad stuff is.. well.. i don't have a best friend anymore. sigh. arguing from 9.20pm to 2am is like.. the shittiest thing to do. i don't think we're ever gonna be friends again. i mean, the stuff he said, the stuff i said, it's really.. the end. well, at least that's the way i feel. i don't know what to say, don't know what to do. i just wanted to please him, make him happy. i mean, best friends are supposed to be there for each other no matter what, no matter how stupid one can be. i really appreciate the times he's been there for me, like when i had family problems, when i had breakups, when i felt like everything was a mess, he was there for me.
but telling me who i can or cannot hang out with is just plain uncool. how can you tell me i'm a bad christian? and how can you say you're not a bad christian even though you've gotten stinking drunk, you go clubbing even though you're not 18 and you encourage me to go clubbing? you diss people, you tell me this person is bad, that person is weird, and is that really what a good christian is all about? or a better one at that? being a better christian doesn't make you a good one.
sigh. i mean, i called you to ask you if you wanted to meet me today to hang out, but instead you sounded all impatient with me just cos you were in the gym. is it uncool to talk to your best friend while you're lifting weights? and what was the result of that call? a friggin argument on "why i keep 'hurting' myself" and that i "find love in all the wrong places" that lasted close to 5 hours. i apologised! against what others said, i made the initiative to APOLOGISE. something you've never been capable of doing. all i got back in reply was an sms starting the whole argument again!! WE WERE BACK TO SQUARE ONE! you even told me you wouldn't be there for me anymore. you said it's my life and good luck to me. well, thanks, but i don't need your "luck". i've got plenty, and i've other friends (whom you deem weird and uncool) who seem a lot nicer at this point in time. at least they stuck around. don't tell me you're sorry for bothering to care about me. save your breath. you tell me you've been hurt only once before? c'mon, YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HURT, NOTHING.
it's your call. i won't go apologising this time. i've said sorry enough for a lifetime.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RYAN PUTRA!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YU-BENG! THE BIG 4-0!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL CHIAM!
okok, now let's see...
last week saturday, i went out with genrong to watch harry potter, ohohohoh, CEDRIC DIGGORY IS HOT. well, kinda, i like his floppy hair. haha, but i think RON WEASLEY IS DA HOTTEST..WHHEEEE, "bloody hell!" lol, i absolutely adore Rupert Grint. so anyway, we watched the show and then he dropped me off at the club where i went to buy milkshakes and granitas for my siblings who were there.
on tuesday, genrong, justin and i went shopping for justin's grad night clothes, was real fun, though tiring and i think justin and genrong have developed a phobia for shopping. LOL. justin bought a brown tee which had designs down the left side and white hems from 77th street, a pair of grey cargo pants and a black fitting jacket from some ulu shops in far east and a pair of white and black shoes from world of sports at PS. it looked pretty darn good if i dare say so myself. oh oh, STUPID FADHLI THOU FARTETH!! you were supposed to come shopping with us. .POOEY. oh well, next time. and HAMZAH, YOU YOU YOU YOU...YOU PIPE! you didn't pick up your phone! serve you right, didn't get to eat gelato with us. muahahaha.. next time, next time.
oh yes, and hamiieee, you pipe, cheer up yeh? she's not worth your time, effort or whatever mushy stuff. aight? you'll get over it, :D , if you don't, i'll get mee pok man and lil girly marcus to go kick you over that 37m bar. lol. ouch. CRASH. as always, cheer up brudder, go pk. PLEASE REFRAIN FROM SPRAINING ANY MORE WRISTS OR ANKLES, you still have to drum. hah. and now you know why i say no to girls in the band. well.. cheer up!!! yes, i'll write more scary songs. hehehehe.. 1am. scary time.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.
i had to come home cos my mum had invited my cousin, declan, over for dinner. and i told her about me being invited to eat dinner and all with pot and kate like everyday since wednesday, and what did she say? NO, IT'S TOO LATE IN THE EVENING. and now she claims i never told her and she's pms-ing saying that she feels guilty that i didn't get to go out and celebrate... WELL, ELLLOOOO.. ()&^*&%&^#%^*&)&&*(%^$^$%&$(*+)(&.. irritating.. so, originally, i didn't feel so bad about not going out, BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE SHIT. all cos she kept screaming, and when you got a bloody headache that's been on since you woke up, that aint exactly the nicest thing. ok, exams are over, pretty good if i dare say so myself. but i'm probably in the worst of moods right now. mum just told me to go out, i'm like: NOW? BY THE TIME I GET TO TOWN IT'LL BE LIKE TIME TO GO HOME! and she told me to go out tmr, but if everyone's gone out today, i don't think anyone will wanna go out tmr, and it's really way too last minute, everyone's out now, difficult to contact them. and guess what she said.. MSN THEM! .... -.- ...mum, if you hadn't quite realised yet, THEY'RE ALL OUT, NO ONE IS ONLINE TO MSN!!! omfg. -.-
i'm not really angry with my parents, i'm just irritated that sometimes they just don't seem to listen to me. they're always busy doing something or other and i'm not neglected, but sometimes i wish they'd stop trying to get into an arguement with me 24-7 and actually listen. sigh.
my dad just called from tokyo, he's on a business trip. he told me to go out. i told him the same thing i told my mum. EELLLO, IT'S 7.24PM ALREADY. and my cousin's late for dinner, so here i am starving and typing this while i wait for him to get his sorry ass here. goody.
peng kun says i'm ignoring her and that she won't speak to me unless i speak to her. omfg. how childish can this get. i'm not going to waste my bloody time on someone who won't call me even when i'm sick to the core and i don't appear in school for days. don't come near me since you feel i'm too dumbass to get myself anywhere. sure, you got 9 points for prelims and i got 14, WE'RE STILL FRIGGIN GOING TO ACJC, aw hell, it means i gotta see you there. lucky me. some best friend you were all those years. ah, i'm not even gonna start. wasted one whole post on you a couple o' months back.
ok, i'm just friggin bored out of my wits. so bored, i've even resorted to looking through my chem textbook again. i'm desperate for entertainment. maybe i'll call hamzah... then again, i'm afraid he'll be out with melissa (his gf who hates me for reasons unknown to either of us) and then she'll pick up the phone like the last time. we were so done for, i swear, he's lucky he still has his head. next time that happens, i'm gonna start blabbering in japanese. LOL. it's not even raining. anit-climatic, anti-climatic and oh so anti-climatic.
ok, left the comp for a while to fetch my cousin from the bus stop. i shall sign off here and continue my bitching to any poor soul who might fall prey to my idioticness. cheers everyone.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.
NUMBER 1:
A TIME TO LOVE - STEVIE WONDER
(i absolutely adore stevie wonder. fell in love with him after i heard sharon playing one of his albums "The Definitive Collection" at her place a long time back. with songs like Overjoyed, Do I Do, My Cherie Amour, As, Superstitious, Sir Duke, For Your Love and the latest song What The Fuss, HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE THIS GUY.)
NUMBER 2:
ROCK SWINGS - PAUL ANKA
(turning rock songs by the likes of Nirvana into swing numbers requires a helluva lot of skill and this guy here, has it.)
NUMBER 3:
DANIEL POWTER - DANIEL POWTER
(his songs like Bad Day and Jimmy Got High are addictive, his voice is awesome and his piano skills are superb, what more can i say.)
NUMBER 4:
CHARIOT - GAVIN DEGRAW
(with a successful song like Chariot in the album, the rest is probably as good.)
NUMBER 5:
MONKEY BUSINESS - BLACK EYED PEAS
(even though they are slightly overrated, you still have to admit, it's a pretty darn good album with Don't Lie.)
NUMBER 6:
LATE REGISTRATION - KANYE WEST
(a better album than the first, i feel anyway, just don't buy it if you can't stand vulgarities. although the first album had songs like Jesus Walks and Through The Wire which i loved, i felt his second album with hits like Gold Digga and Diamonds was even better.)
all right, that's all for now. til next time.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.
my photoshop crap (stuff i edited, redid, blah blah blah):
POT WILL LOVE THIS!! BILLIE JOE!! hehehehehhe.
HOT GUY. POT WILL LOVE LOVE TOO.
ah, HAMZAH!! this one for us manz. it's for the "TOP SECRET PROJECT" that i just mentioned on my blog that everyone will see. HAWHAWHAW. anyway, you know what i mean. it's like IN YOUR FACE. after Os mun.
and this one's of me that SO DID NOT COME OUT THE WAY I WANTED IT TO. so i'm gonna make it small small.
ok, enough of my photoshop crap, HEHEHEHEHEHE.. THIS PART I LOVE LOVE! I TOTALLY COMPLETELY LOVE HIM. HAHA. ok, i'll stop sounding like a lunatic. most of you should know who i'm talking about, it's kinda yesterday's news, and if you don't know who am i talking about.. DUDE, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?? anyway....
when they won CHMA, sorry i kinda cut off yl's ear. lol.
I LOVE LOVE HIM! <3
that's all for now. one more week til the end of Os, hang in everyone!
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.
OK.. SO I'VE BEEN TAGGED. by.. POT!!! bother. it's 11.35pm, i'm feeling cranky, but since POT tagged me, i shall OBLIGE. see.. i'm so nice. lol. mm.
5 Weird and Random facts about myself:
1. i like to eat fresh grapes with barbeque sauce just to freak people out. (it works on kate!!)
2. i'm a damn moley person, i've got approximately 36 moles on myself. (yes, i actually counted and i know some people just love drawing mole smileys on my arms. -.-)
3. i hate it when i dress up and go out and people with no fashion sense (seriously, they look like they just came out of a porn manga) rudely comment on it. i'll just KILL THEM.
4. i have doremishitphobia, if i hear bad music, i'll ANNIHILATE THE MUSICIANS..
5. i hate banging my chin against pot's shoulder. she's got a damn hard shoulder. like OW.
yay yay yay, now i get to sabo 5 people.. hehehehe.. drum roll please...
1. JUSTIN
2. SEAN
3. FART!
4. JOCELYN
5. GENRONG!! <3
.. but honestly, he hasn't got his own personal blog.. so technically he can't do it, but really, i can't think of anyone else.. so OH WELL. the rest are good. haha.
i shall blog another time about my day and stuff when i'm freer, which would be after the bio paper on thursday.. how i am dreading it. then again, once it's over, i'll be ecstatic. HEHE.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.
ok, we all should LATEST finish our exams by the 22nd of November, though i know most of us are done by the 18th. SO ANYWAY, this is a GIG that i happened to be told about and i think it's gonna be awesome. 23rd of November, tickets are at 12 bucks each for the concert (6.45pm - 9pm) which is for all ages. the after party (9pm onwards) is for 17 and above only and tickets for that will be 18 bucks. details are on the poster below. bands performing will be Set For Glory, West Grand Boulevard and August Star. tickets are on sale at Wake Me Up Music shop which is located at Margeret Drive which is right behind Church Of Our Saviour. you can check out their website (you can find under my links) for the exact location.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL THOSE OUT THERE, ESPECIALLY TO HAMZAH, LUQMAN, ARFAH AND... i know i'm forgetting someone.. OH YES, FAIZAL!!
THIS IS HOW MY HARI RAYA BEGAN AND ENDED.. a whole day with kate.. -.-
THE LADY REFUSED TO GIVE US THE CUE BALL!! AAAAAAA.. so we used brown ball number 15, 'cause kate didn't like brown. -.-
LUNCH TIME!! MAKAN MAKAN!!
amanda using chopsticks..like FINALLY. she just turned 6 years old not too long ago.
my pig headed brother. lol. i think he ate the most.
my pig of a dad eating everything in sight. i am never sitting opoosite him for lunch ever again. he takes everything!! i get nothing!! *&#%&&*&*$*&$;^#(*&_)(*^*$^)(&*& -.-
sean and i
don't ask me why my dad is posing like that. lol.
THINGS YOU DO TO AVOID STUDYING.
ALL RIGHTY, NOW FOR THE OTHER PHOTOS. LIKE MY ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE, LOVEABLE DOG, MIDNIGHT, WHO LOOKS MORE LIKE A BLACK SHEEP. HE'S THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY!!! ahahahahahahahahaha.
he's got my tennis ball in his mouth. i've kinda given up trying to take it back from him. especially after he's slobbered it and attempted to chew it to bits, ...er.. he can keep it. lol.
I LOVE HIM LOVE HIM LOVE HIM!!!...
oh, I LOVE GENRONG TOO. lol.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.