So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
- Bachelor Girl
i had to come home cos my mum had invited my cousin, declan, over for dinner. and i told her about me being invited to eat dinner and all with pot and kate like everyday since wednesday, and what did she say? NO, IT'S TOO LATE IN THE EVENING. and now she claims i never told her and she's pms-ing saying that she feels guilty that i didn't get to go out and celebrate... WELL, ELLLOOOO.. ()&^*&%&^#%^*&)&&*(%^$^$%&$(*+)(&.. irritating.. so, originally, i didn't feel so bad about not going out, BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE SHIT. all cos she kept screaming, and when you got a bloody headache that's been on since you woke up, that aint exactly the nicest thing. ok, exams are over, pretty good if i dare say so myself. but i'm probably in the worst of moods right now. mum just told me to go out, i'm like: NOW? BY THE TIME I GET TO TOWN IT'LL BE LIKE TIME TO GO HOME! and she told me to go out tmr, but if everyone's gone out today, i don't think anyone will wanna go out tmr, and it's really way too last minute, everyone's out now, difficult to contact them. and guess what she said.. MSN THEM! .... -.- ...mum, if you hadn't quite realised yet, THEY'RE ALL OUT, NO ONE IS ONLINE TO MSN!!! omfg. -.-
i'm not really angry with my parents, i'm just irritated that sometimes they just don't seem to listen to me. they're always busy doing something or other and i'm not neglected, but sometimes i wish they'd stop trying to get into an arguement with me 24-7 and actually listen. sigh.
my dad just called from tokyo, he's on a business trip. he told me to go out. i told him the same thing i told my mum. EELLLO, IT'S 7.24PM ALREADY. and my cousin's late for dinner, so here i am starving and typing this while i wait for him to get his sorry ass here. goody.
peng kun says i'm ignoring her and that she won't speak to me unless i speak to her. omfg. how childish can this get. i'm not going to waste my bloody time on someone who won't call me even when i'm sick to the core and i don't appear in school for days. don't come near me since you feel i'm too dumbass to get myself anywhere. sure, you got 9 points for prelims and i got 14, WE'RE STILL FRIGGIN GOING TO ACJC, aw hell, it means i gotta see you there. lucky me. some best friend you were all those years. ah, i'm not even gonna start. wasted one whole post on you a couple o' months back.
ok, i'm just friggin bored out of my wits. so bored, i've even resorted to looking through my chem textbook again. i'm desperate for entertainment. maybe i'll call hamzah... then again, i'm afraid he'll be out with melissa (his gf who hates me for reasons unknown to either of us) and then she'll pick up the phone like the last time. we were so done for, i swear, he's lucky he still has his head. next time that happens, i'm gonna start blabbering in japanese. LOL. it's not even raining. anit-climatic, anti-climatic and oh so anti-climatic.
ok, left the comp for a while to fetch my cousin from the bus stop. i shall sign off here and continue my bitching to any poor soul who might fall prey to my idioticness. cheers everyone.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.