So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
- Bachelor Girl
the good part first.
went out to shop at around noon and i met up with pipeboi at orchard mrt. we were walking around aimlessly and trying to help his friend jason find his way to heeren, and i thought my sense of direction was bad. haha. nice guy though.
we went to kino at taka, where i was nicely told not to use my phone camera to irritate pipeboi by the security guard. what a party pooper. but at least the guy asked nicely.
at around 1, i headed back to the mrt station to pass a teeshirt to luqman.and while we waited for him to come, we were approached by I MODELS to be part of their agency. lol. FUNNY SHIT. so the girl asked pipeboi for his number and age and name. and i was vigorously shaking my head at him not to. LOL. so the girl looked pleased with herself at having acquired 2 "victims" unknowing to her was that the numbers of the victims she had just acquired...were..FAKE. TADA. i wouldn't trust an agency that doesn't even have proper name cards for their employees. it just had their name scribbled in very bad handwriting.
and it's also thanks to fart, who had warned me about i models. THANKS DUDE. SO SORRY I COULDN'T MEET YOU TODAY.
then i went off with dharsh to go watch a movie and do a lil shopping! we watched JUST LIKE HEAVEN. IT'S A FRIGGIN NICE SHOW!!! AAAA, reese witherspoon was awesome in the show.
everybody, GO WATCH IT! good stuff.
she bought me an orange sweater from samuel & kevin. it was luvlay! had details down the side in brownish-army green and it was a slightly off the shoulder sweater. real nice! SWEET. ok. then we headed to ZARA to get her a skirt. met up with roy there and then headed to THE MANDARIN ORIENTAL at the other end. and guess what...WE GOT LOST! lol. stupid roy!! hahaha, nah, kidding! it was probably the most fun i've had getting lost. so we finally found our way to the hotel and then i waited for MR. NEO! WHO WAS AN HOUR PLUS LATE!! i was 40 minutes late and he still hadn't arrived. lol. his excuse was that yl was taking forever to put on make up.. and that made me ponder: WHY IS YL WEARING MAKE UP FOR HIS GRAD NIGHT?? -.- trust me, you don't wanna know. so i waited until 7, then i really had to go off for karate and roy's friends had come. so i got a cab and headed off. mr neo called at like 7.15pm to tell me he hadn't even arrived yet.. and we were supposed to meet at 6pm...-.-lll .. oh well. i just really really wanted to see what he was wearing. bother. nvm, told him to take lots of pictures and told roy to make him feel REAL GUILTY ABOUT NOT COMING IN TIME! lol.
so..bad stuff is.. well.. i don't have a best friend anymore. sigh. arguing from 9.20pm to 2am is like.. the shittiest thing to do. i don't think we're ever gonna be friends again. i mean, the stuff he said, the stuff i said, it's really.. the end. well, at least that's the way i feel. i don't know what to say, don't know what to do. i just wanted to please him, make him happy. i mean, best friends are supposed to be there for each other no matter what, no matter how stupid one can be. i really appreciate the times he's been there for me, like when i had family problems, when i had breakups, when i felt like everything was a mess, he was there for me.
but telling me who i can or cannot hang out with is just plain uncool. how can you tell me i'm a bad christian? and how can you say you're not a bad christian even though you've gotten stinking drunk, you go clubbing even though you're not 18 and you encourage me to go clubbing? you diss people, you tell me this person is bad, that person is weird, and is that really what a good christian is all about? or a better one at that? being a better christian doesn't make you a good one.
sigh. i mean, i called you to ask you if you wanted to meet me today to hang out, but instead you sounded all impatient with me just cos you were in the gym. is it uncool to talk to your best friend while you're lifting weights? and what was the result of that call? a friggin argument on "why i keep 'hurting' myself" and that i "find love in all the wrong places" that lasted close to 5 hours. i apologised! against what others said, i made the initiative to APOLOGISE. something you've never been capable of doing. all i got back in reply was an sms starting the whole argument again!! WE WERE BACK TO SQUARE ONE! you even told me you wouldn't be there for me anymore. you said it's my life and good luck to me. well, thanks, but i don't need your "luck". i've got plenty, and i've other friends (whom you deem weird and uncool) who seem a lot nicer at this point in time. at least they stuck around. don't tell me you're sorry for bothering to care about me. save your breath. you tell me you've been hurt only once before? c'mon, YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HURT, NOTHING.
it's your call. i won't go apologising this time. i've said sorry enough for a lifetime.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.