So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
- Bachelor Girl
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
(Blind - Lifehouse)
i haven't let go, but man am i cheesed off.
speaking of cheese, had lunch with the band -1 (hamzah was awol - from us that is)
Carl's Jr. the amount of fat i consumed. i feel guilty. it's ok. PE tomorrow morning. portobello mushroom burger oh yesireee. guilty conscience kicking in.
mgs still hasn't sent my parents the invites. how annoying. grad ceremony on tuesday. whoopdeedoo. how...exciting. me in an oversized blazer and skirt (that's what happens when you leave things to the last minute. thanks anyway and a lot justin.)
i just can't concentrate on anything. can't seem to focus. the longest i managed to focus was to write: FIXED COST on my econs tutorial. then i lost it. attention span currently at a negative. i'm gonna put on weight. i eat when i'm... nvm..
why are you such a jackass!? this is just sooo..URGH. there isn't even a word for it!!? that's how... MAD i am. as in... frustrated angry kinda MAD. not insane. this is where my previous post, you guess which, loses it's validity. URGH. i just could punch something. if i was going into competition with this kind of.. emotional instability and mentality... i swear, no one can stop me. i'd whoop their ass inside out and upside down.
it's like fluctuations...
anger
helplessness
depression
restlessness
frustration...
nevermind. not making sense.
my favourite song of all time... has got to be OVERJOYED - STEVIE WONDER.
and i bet you wouldn't know it.
sigh...
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.