i've been having a pretty tough day. i guess i'm to blame. lack of discipline to plant my butt in one spot and just..study. we learn. i'm kinda pissed with myself, cause i know i'm capable of so much more, but i can't seem to be able to push myself. teachers aren't helping either. i mean... there's no...motivation from them. ok, maybe it's just me. the only teacher capable of motivating me up to date is probably my GP teacher for the first 3 months. sadly i don't have her anymore. instead, i have a teacher who says DENOTATE a bomb, rather than DETONATE. oh sigh. shall we take away the footnotes too? disha says we need to "write it off". and i thought my jokes were bad. i just got a wake up call. might get a more violent one when my parents find out. IF they find out. they probably will. sigh. my teacher will call. i'll bet.
italy won. sigh. they should choke on their fettucini and die. nah, kidding. i like italian food. i'm just glad germany beat portugal. it's quite funny that they scored an OWN GOAL, thanks to portugal's PETIT. haha. and yes, i do still think LAHM, KLOSE AND PODOLSKI ARE SOOOO HOT. world cup's over, goodbye football guys, hello JOHNNY DEPP. Pirates of the Carribbean's out on the 13th of July. goody.
today was a fairly annoying day. and he didn't make it any better. rather, he really really... pissed me off. sigh. i mean, what he said was rather insensitive and made his EQ a negative. but you know, as much as i get pissed off with him, it never lasts. i saw him at the void deck while sitting with the canoeists. i just couldn't bring myself to be angry with him anymore, although he didn't really acknowledge me, but whatever. i still love him. i just hope he knows that. he gets rather insecure at times, probably not as much as me. heh.
just had chinese A level oral exam today. it was pretty ok. i think i should pass. i just kept talking. blah blah blah yak yak yak. yeh, kept talking. was sitting with glenn, jason and krystabella. majority of the group 049 was made up of my math tutorial classmates. the examiners called jason cute as in, adorable cute.. i need to tell him that when i see him tomorrow. haha. it'll help with his ego. packed up and walked out of the MPH just to see glenn and some others playing basketball. hah. guys.
played football in the rain today. tribute to the end of world cup. ah. the eyebags will now cease to exist.
for now.
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.