So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
- Bachelor Girl
what is the purpose?
what is the meaning?
how do you define it?
i'm an extreme person. i go from high to low in a matter of minutes.
just a message,
a phone call,
a letter,
a suggestion,
a hint,
a gesture,
and i've gone from good to bad.
i don't whip out M16 rifles or some unknown military machinery.
just.. bad.
sigh... how often we use this form of expression.
do i ask for much?
am i emotionally demanding?
how questionable is the question truly.
not a question, but a statement.
i am.
i am what i am.
and you are who you are.
nothing more nothing less...
what is said cannot be resaid...
what is done cannot be redone...
differently.
because, it's gone.
the moment flies by and you never really know what hits you til it's hit you.
don't you love those moments?
i do and i don't.
i do...
i like the unpredictability that situations can throw at you.
i like to be able to laugh at them if i'm successful,
and i like to burn all evidence that i even tried if i'm...
unsuccessful.
i like the thrill,
the adrenaline,
the emotions,
the chaos...
the euphoria.
i don't...
i like to know what i'm facing
what i need to go through
i like to be in the know
i need to be in the know
i want to be in the know
i don't care about knowing what happens to others
i'm not being self-centred, or maybe i am,
but the focus is,
me.
i need to work out my thoughts
process the equation
sort out the mechanism.
i need, i want...
need and want...
they've become blurry at this moment in time,
to me at least.
i want to know and yet i don't know what i need.
it's become insatiable.
an unquenchable desire for something i'm uncertain of.
how utterly confusing and consuming.
it's gone to the point where there is no point...
what iAMY has to sing, has been heard.